Darkness

[Verse 1]
我不想孤單一人
[Chorus]
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
[Verse 2]
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
[Chorus]
真的不想呆在黑暗裡了
[Verse 3]
[Chorus]
在黑暗中卻又無動於衷
I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be
好像被四周牆壁圍住無法自拔
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
你幫不了我的也沒有人能
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
我能感受到窗簾慢慢拉下
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
我想去拉開它
Here I am , alone again
但總有些什麼阻止著我
Can't get out of this hole I'm in
It's like the walls are closin' in
感覺我已對這些槍擊案心生厭惡（2017拉斯維加斯槍擊案）
You can't help me, no one can
我腦子並不糊塗為什麼連這點東西都想不通了呢？
I can feel these curtains closin'
當然我也願意和你打個小賭
I go to open 'em
如果我賭了我就會出現在明日頭條
But something pulls 'em closed again
誰更有勝算呢？
(Hello darkness, my old friend)
我覺得我很想我父親
Feels like I'm loathing in Las Vegas
你覺得我會認識他麼
Haven't got the vaguest, why I'm so lost?
我在房間裡吃著藥物
But I'd make you this small wager
再喝著酒
If I bet you, I'll be in tomorrow's paper
抿一口就到位
Who would the odds favor?
也許我可以休息一會兒
I'm so much like my father
但這舞台就能撕裂（人都被殺光，槍擊案）
You would think that I knew him
去他的柯爾特我需要一把火力更猛的槍械
I keep pacin' this room valium
如果我開了一瓶酒（如果我拿起槍） 最好是伏特加（最好是喝了酒後）
Then chase it with booze
一杯又一杯（一槍接著一槍，維加斯槍擊案爆頭）
One little taste it'll do
喝得如痴如醉
Maybe I'll take and snooze
喝了不少啊不是嗎？ （shot雙關射了多少子彈啊？）
Then tear up the stage in a few
我不想孤單一人
**** the Colt 45, I'ma need somethin' stronger
不願獨身在漫無天日的黑暗中
If I pop any caps, it better be off of vodka
我吃了藥看著酒店的服務菜單
Rounder after round after round
我能聽到音樂逐漸加強
I'm gettin' loaded
我能從我窗戶裡看到整個場地
That's a lot of shots, huh?
這時你就應該知道你已經精神分裂
I don' t wanna be alone in the darkness
因為我一直在酒店的窗戶前望向窗外
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
音樂聲太大啦但這簡直像
Now I'm starin' at the room service menu off a Benzo
我再也聽不到任何聲音我應該去為演出做準備了
I can hear the music continue to crescendo
等等這就是所有人嗎？演出還沒謝幕？ （槍手只希望殺的人盡可能的多）
I can see the whole ****in' venue from my window
別著急這還只是開場表演
That's when you know you're schizo
我感到放鬆下來只希望這場演唱地不會有人缺席
'Cause I keep peakin' out the curtain from the hotel
座位沒坐滿之前我並不想上台
The music is so loud, but it's almost as though
因為那樣會使我瘋掉
I don't hear no sound, I should get ready for the show now
你無法讓一場無人演出的舞台嗨翻起來但如果沒人看呢？
Wait is this the whole crowd? I thought this shit was sold out
恐慌模式隨時都有可能會有炸彈爆炸
But it's only the opening act, it's early, don't overreact
當我取消演出時台下的粉絲也在沖向入口
Then something told me relax and just hope for the show to be packed
原本想要去把這些破壞但四面八方都圍著相機
Don't wanna hit the stage before they fill each row to the max
新聞要在網絡上傳瘋了
'Cause that'd be totally wacked
加長彈鼓我給這些人準備好了彈藥
You can't murder a show nobody's at, but what if nobody shows?
全副武裝又吃了一顆安定
Panic mode 'bout to snap and go mother****in' wacko at any second
從床上摔下倒在地上爬到櫃前
'Bout to cancel the show, just as fans below rush the entrance
酩酊大醉當我去拿瞄準鏡時
Pan is a go to wreck shit, cameras in all directions
我暈過去了因為我什麼藥都吃完了
The press is about to go ape shit bananas on all the networks
現在只剩下滿地的殘剩彈夾
Commando with extra clips, I got ammo forall the hecklers
去他媽的社交媒體這是一場戰爭而我要全力以赴了
I'm armed to the teeth, another valium
Fall off the bed, hit the ground and crawl to the dresser
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
Alcohol on my breath as I reach for the scope
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
I 'm blackin' out, I'm all out of meds with them benzodiazepines gone
大家都已進入場地是時候準備演出了
Now it's just magazines sprawled out on the floor
晚上10.05分幕布開始升起
**** the media, I'm goin' all out, this is war
我已汗流浹背也上好膛了
(Hello darkness, my old friend)
對觀看演出的人火力全開
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
狙擊手的視野突如其來的驚喜！
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore
當我在酒店裡更換彈夾時
People start to show up, time to start the show up
倚在窗外就像Kaiser Sosay（(電影the Usual Suspects裡的殺人犯）
It's 10:05 PM and the curtain starts to go up
扣下扳機但我是個持有執照的持槍者
And I'm already sweatin' but I'm locked and loaded
沒有前科所以沒人能限制我
For rapid fire spittin' for all the concert goers
我有數不勝數的補給就好像被士兵附身
Scopes for sniper vision, surprise from out of nowhere
讓人們跳牆爬欄杆
As I slide the clip in from inside the hotel
有人就像特拉沃爾塔那樣苟延殘喘
Leanin ' out the window, going Kaiser Sosay
警察把門砸開去他媽的我還以為我堵住了入口
Finger on the trigger but I'm a licensed owner
演出已經結束沒時間再寫遺書
With no prior convictions, so loss the sky's the limit so
只是記錄一下目標距離
My supplies infinite, strapped like I'm a solider
但如果你想知道我為什麼要這樣做
Got 'em hopping over walls and climbing fences
你永遠找不到動機事實是我也不知道
Some of them John Travolta, staying alive by inches
我也被這個問題難住了沒有精神疾病跡象
Cops are knockin', oh, ****, thought I blocked the entrance
我只是想讓你知道我們為什麼這么生氣
Guess show time is over no suicide note
可是一切都結束了這些東西會至死不變
Just a note for target distance
But if you'd like to know the reason why I did this
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
You'll never find a motive, truth is I have no idea
不願獨身待在漫無天日的黑暗中
I am just as stumped, no signs of mental illness
Just tryin' to show ya the reason why we're so ****ed
' Cause by the time it's over, won't make the slightest difference
(Hello darkness, my old friend)
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness
I don't wanna be alone in the darkness anymore