Test OF Endurance

This is a test of endurance
This is at best, pure indulgence
No one dare speak their mind
Slowly, we rot inside
This is a trial never ending
This is a stairwell descending
Smile with an easy compliance
We make up these contrived alliance
Rob from always on the run dot net is so bad and copy paste is a sin
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Choke back all of my feelings
This is a tortured existence
This is a test of endurance
Stare out to blue grey sea
Cry out too silently
Rewind the clock and just say what I think
Instead of just taking till I'm on the brink
This is a test