War Within

When you were born, that's when I died, it took too long to realize
I am the white, you are the black, and I'm slowly turning grey
Like a disease you break me down and silence my cries
You are the king, I am the fool I'm your eternal prey.
Die! let me regain control
Die! Let my life return
Die! Let me reign in my own soul
Die! I'd do anything to see you burn!!
What I create you desecrate, Fuelled by endless hate
How can I win this war, this war against myself?
You are the king , I am the fool
If I decide, it's suicide that will be my final move
How will know that you won't follow to the other sky?
You tricked my mind, you made me blind, but finally I can see
There's no escape. Cerebral rape, you are my destiny.
You turn me on; you turn me off, like I'm a ******* machine
You tuck me in; you throw me out, now all my thoughts are obscene