Secrets (feat. CXLOE)

I try to keep it to myself on low
我嘗試保持失落
I created puzzles that I know you can unite
我希望你能把我留下的碎片拼湊起來
It's only gonna cause a mess if I address what goes on in my mind
若你讓我一人面對這些那結果只能亂做一團
It's 5am and I can't get you off my mind
清晨五點你盤旋停留在我腦海
Just tryna figure out a way
只想找到一種方法
Cause I'm tongue tied
因為我現在已經說不出話
And I 'm so scared you're gonna look me in the eye
我害怕與你注視
And find out what I'm like
並明白我是怎樣的人
I'd rather keep it a secret
我寧願把這當做個秘密
Keep on falling to pieces
我寧願心碎到底
And all it's gonna do is hurt
這一切只會讓我們受傷更深
And it's gonna make it worse
事情只會更糟
Is it really worth it ?
這樣真的值得嗎？
I'd rather keep it a secret
我寧願把這秘密深埋心底
Keep on falling to pieces
我寧願獨自心碎
And all it's gonna do is hurt
這一切只會讓我們受傷更深
And it's gonna make it worse
這一切只會更糟
Is it really worth it ?
難道這真的值得嗎
It's so much easier to hide behind my eyes
對我來說隱藏自我是很容易的
Yea I'll be spending all my time on my disguise
我會把一切時間花在維持這虛偽的皮囊上
You see the closer that you get
你越是了解我
You'll be swept up between me and I try too
你越會為我著迷
I keep my feelings at a distance you won't know
我想隱藏起我的感覺
The more resistance is to keep me in control
想讓我被你掌控這不容易
So Imma hold this to my chest and do my best
所以我盡我所能把它藏在心裡
To make sure you don't know
確保你不明白我的想法
I'd rather keep it a secret
我寧願把這當做秘密
Keep on falling to pieces
讓我獨自心碎
And all it's gonna do is hurt
這一切只會讓我們受傷更深
And it's gonna make it worse
這一切只會更糟
Is it really worth it ?
難道這真的值得嗎
I'd rather keep it a secret
我寧願把這秘密深埋心底
Keep on falling to pieces
我寧願心碎到底
And all it's gonna do is hurt
這一切只會讓我們受傷更深
And it's gonna make it worse
事情只會更糟
Is it really worth it ?
難道這真的值得嗎
I'd rather keep it a secret
我寧願把這當做秘密
Keep on falling to pieces
讓我一個人心碎
And all it's gonna do is hurt
儘管這只會讓我們受傷更深
And it's gonna make it worse
這一切只會更糟
Is it really worth it ?
難道這真的值得嗎