Gone

I know youve been gone gone gone
我知道你已離去
I know youve been gone gone gone
我明白你早已遠去
I know youve been gone gone gone
我知道你已悄然離去
But are you missing me
可你會想念我嗎
I know youre missing me
我想你會想起我的吧
Looking down on my phone see another missed call
垂頭看下手機又一個新的未接來電
Im pissed off I never had these problems back when I was piss poor
我盛怒難掩窮困潦倒之時從未有過這些麻煩
Scared to see my daughter now because Im lost in the life
渾噩迷茫地生活不敢面對女兒
In the bathroom getting high when she called twice
在浴室裡嗨藥對她的呼喊聲充耳不聞
Sorry but Im scared at looking at something so precious when Im a mess
我很抱歉但當自己一團糟時哪裡敢直視如此珍貴的東西
And her mother know it
她媽媽了解這一切
I wonder if she ever regrets
我在想她是否也有過悔意
Trying to convince my family that Im only gone for these checks
試圖說服家人我就此離去是為了找個營生養活自己
When really Im obsessed with getting my revenge through success
可其實我是迷戀功成名就後報復感般的快感而已
Cause people hated on me how can I not show em
人們是那樣厭惡我我總該向他們證明
Fans waited on me damn how do I not owe em
粉絲們等著我東山再起我虧欠他們太多
Imagine having to make that decision
想像一下我在糾結決定中掙扎
While baby girls in the kitchen
而寶貝女兒卻孤坐在廚房裡
Tears dripping wondering where her pops going
淚水滑落哭喊著她的爸爸在哪裡
But I never meant to make you unhappy can I see that smile
我從未有意讓你難過你能笑一笑嗎
Phones ringing 'ey yo Im with my child'
電話再次響起“對我正和孩子在一起”
Anyways I wanna write you a symphony
傾其所有隻是想為你的人生譜寫完美交響曲
But instead she said all I ever wanted is you to stay a while damn
相反她卻說我所奢求的只是你能陪在我身邊而已
I know youve been gone gone gone
我知道你已離去
I know youve been gone gone gone
我明白你早已遠去
I know youve been gone gone gone
我知道你已悄然離去
But are you missing me
但你在回憶我嗎
I know youre missing me
我知道你會想起我的
And hey hey hey
Its been so long since youve gone away
你已經離開很久了
Five years to be more specific
具體來說那是五年以前
I was out here trying to sign to atlantic
我停在遠處企圖在大西洋這端立足
You crossed the pacific
你卻跨過太平洋開啟了另一種生活
Now is it a coincidence that my first instrument was a violin
這只是巧合嗎我的第一架樂器也是小提琴
That my father wanted for me so we ended up buyin
爸爸把它給我期待我闖出一片天地
And now the instrumental that were vibing to got one high end
時過境遷那段衝突激烈的日子也早已過去
And while Im writing my first verse he called me up crying
正當我寫下第一首單曲時爸爸卻在電話裡哭泣
That **** is crazy half a decade with no explanation
這個混賬一別就是五年杳無音訊
Now youre asking if its too late to save us
現在來問我挽回是否還來得及
Man I dont know so I hang up but Im saying nothing just click end
靠我不知道接通電話又怎樣我無言以對只能掛掉
Wasnt man enough to say it so I wrote with a pen
我是不夠男人有些話說不出口只能訴諸筆端
I just wanted to make you happy but you never smile
我只是想讓你快樂你卻未曾展露笑顏
I just wanted that phone call that said 'Youre daddys proud'
我只是幻想你會在那通電話裡告訴我“你是爸爸的驕傲”
Anyways maybe eventually well relive memories
算了或許最終我們都會釋懷
And youll be next to me and both of us can stay a while yeah
還會肩並肩坐在一起哪怕只是一小會兒而已
I know youve been gonegone gone
我知道你已離去
I know youve been gone gone gone
我明白你早已遠去
I know youve been gone gone gone
我知道你已悄然離去
But are you missing me
但你會想念我嗎
I know youre missing me
你是在想著我吧
And hey hey hey
Its been so long since youve gone away
你已經離開那麼久了
And hey hey hey
Its been so long since youve gone away
轉身離開那麼久了
One day Ill be gone
有一天我也會離開
One day one day one day one day Ill be gone
總有一天我也會離去
One day one day one day Ill be gone
某一天我會悄然離去
But are you missing me
但你會想念我嗎
One day one day Ill be gone
總有一天我會離你而去
But are you missing me
但你會想起我嗎
One day one day
某一天那一天