Heavy (prod. by killedmyself)

When did everything gets so heavy
從何時開始我們之間一切變得如此沉重
Tell me do you wish you've never met me
你告訴我你是否希望你從未遇見過我
Cause I wish I've never met me
因為我未曾對自己透徹心扉
Guide me now
請你現在指引我
I am all tied up
我已被這一切所束縛著
I know you never care so I just shut up
我知道你對我冷若冰霜所以我只好寡言以待
I adore you I just needed love
我很喜歡你我也只是需要你一絲溫存的愛
Just giving one hell start
可你卻給予了一個噩夢的開始
I feel so heavy
你愛我的那種方式
The way you love me
已使我疲憊不堪
I can love cause I feel that you won't love me
我會堅定著愛你但我知道你不會愛我
I need a change
我需要改變
I feel so strange now
這一切都是那麼的陌生
Everyone looks at me like im drown in
每個人看著我就像我已沉痼自若
In spiring rain
站在那場春雨中
I feel so heavy the way you love me
你愛我的那種方式以使我疲憊不堪
I feel so heavy
我感覺是那麼萎靡不振
No I can't breath I can't breath I feel so heavy
我現在已不能呼吸我不能呼吸這一切都太沉重
Obviously, I would be completely lying if I didn't say it
很明顯我如果不說出來我自始自終都在說謊
This is for really really really hard for me and I'm hurting a lot
這對於我來說一切都是那麼的難以開口我也被傷遍體鱗傷
I'm just I'm just really hurting
我只是被傷害的太深太深
But with all that hurt comes a lot of joy and that sounds really coming from someone who is crying
但是哪些傷害都來源於我們曾經的歡聲笑語但對那些向隅而泣的人實在帶來了太深的傷害
But there is a lot of joy that comes with this
但是曾經的很多愉悅伴隨著這場失聲痛哭而深貽殆盡