can't look back

I thought about
Giving up everything I own and then moving out
Im a prisoner in this home
I keep my curtains shut sabotage everything that I love
For a temporary feeling that only left me numb d **n
Some days Im a kamikaze
Theres no way you can f**king stop me
I cant look back when the memories look like that
I took the blade out of my pocket cut the strings that were attached
Im bad and they say they that the good die last
My hesitation is the enemy I guess this is the end of me
God d**n I just got some bad news
Lost some more friends got their names tattooed
Take my 45 point it right at you
Cause you cant take nothing away from me I got nothing to lose
Some days Im a kamikaze
Theres no way you can f**king stop me
I cant look back when the memories look like that
I took the blade out of my pocket cut the strings that were attached
Im bad and they say they that the good die last
My hesitation is the enemy I guess this is the end of me
Hesitation is the enemy I guess this is the end of me
Hesitation is the enemy I guess this is the end of me