Long Way to Happy

One night to you, lasted six weeks for me
Just a bitter little pill now, just to try to go to sleep
No more waking up to innocence, say hello to hesitance
To everyone I meet
Thanks to you, years ago, I guess Ill never know
What love means to me, but oh
Ill keep on rolling down this road
But Ive got a bad, bad feeling
Its gonna take a long time to love
Its gonna take a lot to hold on
Its gonna be a long way to happy
Left in the pieces that you broke me into
Torn apart but now Ive got to
Keep on rolling like a stone
Cause its gonna be a long long way to happy
Left my childhood behind, in a rollaway bed
Everything was so damn simple
Now Im losing my head , losing my head
Trying to cover up the damage, and pat out all the bruises
Too young to know I had it so it didnt hurt to lose it
Didnt hurt to lose it, didnt hurt to lose it
But oh, Ill keep on rolling down this road
But Ive got a bad, bad feeling
Now Im numb as hell and I cant feel a thing
So dont worry about regret or guilt cause I never knew your name
I just wanna thank you, thank you
From the bottom of my heart
For all the sleepless nights, and for tearing me apart