Doing Better

Writing so Im knowing better
本想寫些東西來尋找真正的自我
I cast my pen by the letters
卻又因這文字把筆扔掉
Grieving far below the pressure
悲傷雖逆流成河，但遠不及此刻這份思念的苦痛
Im sinking further than a heart thats squeezing
終究還是無法釋懷於這顆蜷縮的心
Drowning myself almost every evening
每晚的苦楚足以把我浸沒
Wishing I had met her
只希望可以不期而遇
But theres no pressure
這苦痛也能煙消雲散
Softer now, I think Im ready
或許這樣才能安適些吧，我想我準備好該干些什麼了
Thinking twice, she held me steady
左思右想，只有她才是治愈我這傷痛唯一的良藥
Six feet down, Im almost buried
而我現在滿受這份苦痛，彷彿要被葬於六尺之下
But almost like in ways, I seem to crave it
不知為何，似乎真的有所渴求
So much so Ive even tried to name it
而這期盼在我心頭越來越強烈，甚至已被指定這千真萬確
Damn, my hands are sweaty
此刻唯有沾滿汗水的一雙掌心
Oh think about the way
仔細想想這種方式
These words are for display
願這文字能顯現出我的情真意切
Just go around it
全都環繞於我心頭
I dont need to fool it
我怎能開這種玩笑
Go, you never thought that
好吧，你從未想過我
I, yes Im doing better with my sleeping
其實現在我只是在擺脫失眠而已
I need less time for weeping
也沒必要浪費時間而哭泣
Yes, I know its strange
的確，我知道我很奇怪
But Im doing better with my
但我只是想······
Steady, now tides have fallen
此時我心堅定不移
Catchem all, Im never stalling
不再像以前一樣虛無縹緲
Im on my feet, Im hardly crawling
堅定的站起，卻邁不動一步
But on her knees she never liked to whisper
向她跪下雙膝，她卻說不喜歡這私語
Kept her close she always seemed to shiver
那就在她似乎發抖之際擁抱她吧
Wishing it was morning
可黎明何時才能到達我心
Oh, think about the way
仔細想想這種方式
These words are for display
願這文字能顯現出我的情真意切
Just go around it
全都環繞於我心頭
I dont need to fool it
我怎能開這種玩笑
Go, you never thought that
好吧，你從未想過我
I, yes Im doing better with my sleeping
其實現在我只是在擺脫失眠而已
I need less time for weeping
也沒必要浪費時間而哭泣
Yes, I know its strange
的確，我知道我很奇怪
But Im doing better with my
但我只是想······
Oh think about the way
仔細想想這種方式
These words are for display
願這文字能顯現出我的情真意切
Just go around it
全都環繞於我心頭
I dont need to fool it
我怎能開這種玩笑
Go, you never thought that
好吧，你從未想過我
I, yes Im doing better with my sleeping
其實現在我只是在擺脫失眠而已
I need less time for weeping
也沒必要浪費時間而哭泣
Yes, I know its strange
的確，我知道我很奇怪
But Im doing better with my
但我只是想······