I Still Cry At Parties

Not even twenty-something
Dont know if I wanna fit in
When I feel like Ive gotten it all figured out
I just mess it up
No
Said Id be in bed by nine
But I say that every time
Cause I drink way too much
And I dont think enough
I just cant seem to draw the line
Im at this party
Dont know anybody
Two shots of Bacardi
Im fine
Locked in the bathroom
Steal some girls new perfume
Am I still too old to cry?
Ive got no money to spare
Dont know what Im doing here
Ive been watching this girl in the mirror
Asking who the hell is she
Still dont know much about me
Always the last one to leave
Cause once I start drinking
I just cant stop thinking
That Im lost in a crowd
I still cry at parties
All the time
How did I get myself here? (Get myself here)
Leaving with mascara tears
Maybe Ive been spending too many nights with people I dont like
Is that better than being alone?
Locked in the bathroom
Steal some girls new perfume
Am I still too old to cry?
Ive got no money to spare (Money to spare)
Dont know what Im doing here
Ive been watching this girl in the mirror
Asking who the hell is she
Still dont know much about me (Much about me)
Always the last one to leave (Last one to leave)
Cause once I start drinking
I just cant stop thinking
That Im lost in a crowd (Yeah)
I still cry at parties
All the time
I still cry, I still cry
I still cry, I still cry
I still cry
(I still cry)
Ive got no money to spare
Dont know what Im doing here
Ive been watching this girl in the mirror
Asking who the hell is she
I still cry at parties
All the time