Selfish

I just gotta do whats best for me
我要做對我來說最好的事情
Am I selfish?
我是個自私鬼嗎？
I cant help it, cant help it
只是情不自禁
Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace
現在我只想守護屬於自己的那份平靜
Am I selfish?
我是個自私鬼嗎？
I cant help it, cant help it
只是情不自禁
Wake up and I tell myself Im amazing
一覺醒來告訴自己是最棒的
Tell myself that Im worthy
告訴自己值得那樣做
I put too many negative thoughts in my mind
想了很多對自己沒有用的事物
Until I realized they aint serve me
直到發現它們根本不適合自己
I deserve everything life has to offer
我值得上天為我做的一切
I gave my fans my life like an author
慷慨地回饋陪我一路走來的粉絲
I gave my wife my life and now Im off her
我將一生給了我的妻子但現在我離開了她
I even gave my life to Christ at the altar
在祭壇向上帝莊嚴起誓
Feel like I exhausted myself was often faulted for the God I am to think I almost lost it
這感覺就像自己精疲力盡，經常被人認作上帝，感覺自己就要丟失了這稱號
But I held it down
但是我還是卸下了這皇冠
No held it up
卸下了
I cant be failing bruh
不會再戴上去了
To many years I had to hear them people telling us
很多年前我曾聽到人們議論我們
We wasnt good enough, great enough, wasnt well enough
在他們的世界裡我們不盡人意
But I had to ignore that
但是我不得不無視它
I cant absorb that
我無法接受它
Cause I got purpose
因為我已然有了新的目標
And I gotta do whats best for me
我要去做對自己來說最好的事
Am I selfish?
我是個自私鬼嗎？
I cant help it, I cant help it
只是情不自禁
Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace
現在的我只去為自己的安心而守望
Am I selfish?
我是個自私鬼嗎？
I cant help it, I cant help it
只是情不自禁啊
I believe Im overdue
我相信我已經過氣了
Driver speed and all pursued
向自己的追求全力以赴
Found my demons on the loose
找尋那些丟失的夢魘
Imma need a longer noose
我需要更多的束縛
Tired of fleeing, call a truce
如果厭倦了逃亡，那就停下來喘口氣吧
Tired of being off with all my timing
我厭倦了總是沒有抓住機會
Tired of being low, so now Im climbing
厭倦了總是呆在谷底，如今我正努力闖出自己的天地
Tired of feeling lost, exhausted I am
厭倦了失落，是自己身心疲憊
Burdened by the weight of my objective
肩負著我自己的重任
Body following my mind directives
我說到做到
Carriage dangle tracking my incentives
我搖擺得就像擺動的馬車
**** the game and use the contraceptives
去他的遊戲和避孕用品
Oh did the game *** * me? I dont know
這場遊戲傷害到我了嗎，我不知道
Fame is so lusty, use to have lust coating my soul
名聲是如此的浮誇，用淫欲來包裹我的靈魂
Now I feel rusty, born to die slow
我感到自己腐朽，在慢慢死去
Where the time go
什麼時候會呢，誰知道
Use to enjoy it though
過去常常享受這感覺
Weightless like Im buoyant though
我開始向上漂浮，就像自身帶有浮力一樣
Chain swing like the drums hoe
搖擺的項鍊就像鋼管舞孃
Shameless, you enjoy it though
當你看開之後，你就不會覺得羞恥
Painless if I detach
如果放手的話痛苦就會減少
But a pain hits when I relapse
當最不想看到的東西發生
Do I fear that? Oh no
我難道懼怕嗎
No I fear me, sincerely
不，我懼怕我自己
And I gotta do whats best for me
我要去做對我來說最好的事情
Am I selfish?
我是個自私鬼嗎？
I cant help it, I cant help it
情不自禁啊
Nowadays I just gotta protect my peace
現在我只為自己的和平生活而奮鬥
Am I selfish?
我是個自私鬼嗎？
I cant help it, I cant help it
我控制不住啊
Am I
難道我是
Selfish?
自私鬼？
Am I selfish?
我是個自私鬼嗎？
Am I
我有
So selfish?
這麼自私嗎？
After bearing
在忍受痛苦之後
After bearing the cross far too long
在背負著自己的十字架走了太遠以後
Am I
我是
Am I selfish?
我是自私鬼嗎？