step off

(Verse 1)
So it's like this – call him number one, he's like my niceness,
But 3… 2… 1…
Time's up.
Hard to find us - I try but we lie and I touch you,
I lie just in case I can't trust you,
And only put two x's at the end of the letters in my text but
Recently its been more – and you see me more.
What's me and you for?!
Like me and you talking,
Me & you nights and me & you mornings,
But me? I'm not falling and soon I' ll stop calling.
I keep saying that.
Then I get patience back and now I'm hating that.
And now I made a track – I said I wouldn't,
But its all good – you're not the one that I'm loving,
Just the one that I'm…
It seems sudden.
People asking me and my cheeks blushing.
You're just one I keep pushing away,
But you're the one that I speak to everyday,
And I'm treating you good so I better be safe.
If not, that's cool. You're not anything babes,
Just another moment and a memory fades.
And if I mention your name but can't remember your face,
Maybe it just means we were better as mates,
Or maybe I should wait and just settle today.
But if I'm vexed then I'm stepping away.
Stepping away.
(Verse 2)
Maybe this is a phase like you'll listen today
But tomorrow is different and my vision will change.
Interaction without you sitting in haze.
Maybe I'll realise that I'm missing your face
Or maybe I'll move on to a different place.
Maybe. Maybe I'm just thinking too hard.
You're just a person – you can't remove my scars.
Situations might move my heart, but the truth is barred.
The truth is – I'm not truthful.
Don't ask me why…
But honestly – other guys – I just pass them by,
You can believe me or think that that's a lie.
You know I'm stubborn. I don't have to try
And we can last a night, maybe last a few days but…
I get tired of your ways – look
Whose calling, talking – sometimes I hate us,
Then you get my pulse-rate up
And we're made up.
At times I try and break us.
Like in my mind – convincing myself that you're not my type,
But if you're not my guy then why's that important?
Its all sorted.
I'm not falling.