Honor Roll

I've been thinking about how
我曾捫心自問
I used to hang out, smoking **** by myself
昔日遊手好閒，抽**以排遣寂寞
Now I'm flying, for real put my seat belt on
如今我要遠走，安全帶真切的綁在我身上
I'm overseas soon I'll be somewhere else
我將背井離鄉，遠走他方
It's funny how it gets so real so fast
真是有趣，時間飛逝，變化又如此真實.
Dreaming of the afterlife or maybe you don't have to die
夢見來生並不意味著你今生已逝
I get so scared sometimes, I don't know what's next for me
有時我魂不守舍，未來捉摸不定，我將何去何從？
I don't know what's best for me no more
我不知道我最好的選擇是什麼
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是癮君子
I 'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作為，名留青史，不負此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的話含糊不清，但我要一吐為快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心靈的空虛
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是癮君子
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作為，名留青史，不負此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的話含糊不清，但我要一吐為快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心靈的空虛
It's just that I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
我只是不想老去，不甘心逝去
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
我也不想清醒，不願哭泣
I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
我不想步入遲暮，也不想長眠不起
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
不想清醒面對現實，不想因此而落淚
I' ve been fooling around
我一直渾渾噩噩的生活
Sending pics, sending out zero *****, it's a cop out
發照片？發個屁！我一直在逃避
And I know that my head might be brain dead, white flag
我明白我以萬念俱灰，心如死水，我向現實投降
I'm a forfeit, too bad, can 't stop my world from collapsing
我受到了天譴。太完蛋了，我無法阻止我的世界崩潰
I'm afraid of relapsing cause this limbo too fast, I might get carsick
我害怕我會再度墮落，我的轉變過渡太快，我的信念搖搖欲墜
All these moving targets are IP to the home where my heart is
我所有轉變的想法和目標都是我真正的心之所向
Sometimes I wish I was back where I started
有時候我希望我回到我開始的地方
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是癮君子
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作為，名留青史，不負此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的話含糊不清，但我要一吐為快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心靈的空虛
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是癮君子
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作為，名留青史，不負此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的話含糊不清，但我要一吐為快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心靈的空虛
It's just that I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
我只是不想老去，不甘心逝去
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
我也不想清醒，不願哭泣
I don't wanna get older, I don't wanna die
我不想步入遲暮，也不想長眠不起
I don't wanna be sober, I don't wanna cry
不想清醒面對現實，不想因此而落淚
It's funny how it gets so real so fast
真是有趣，時間飛逝，變化又如此真實.
Dreaming of the afterlife or maybe you don't have to die
夢見來生並不意味著你今生已逝
I get so scared sometimes, I don't know what's next for me
有時我魂不守舍，未來捉摸不定，我將何去何從？
Don't know what's gotten into me, an entity
一個有血有肉的人卻對自己，對未來迷茫無知
But need to leave, leave me be
但我需要逃避，離開渾渾噩噩的我
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是癮君子
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作為，名留青史，不負此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的話含糊不清，但我要一吐為快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心靈的空虛
All my friends doing Adderall
我所有的朋友都是癮君子
I'm just trying to make it on the honor roll
我只想有所作為，名留青史，不負此生
Slurring my speech till I said it all
我的話含糊不清，但我要一吐為快
Filling my heart with the edibles
以口腹之欲填充心靈的空虛
It's just that
就這樣.