Just Believe

Smokin on the loudest out
吸了太多的煙
Tryna see through a cloud of doubt
想看透那煙雲頂上那一連串的質疑和疑問
Goin till a pound is out
一路奮鬥得來不易，如今看似可以喘一口氣
We all got problems too proud to pout
可依然有著一堆破事而皺著眉頭
More than 99, I aint about to count
問題太多，沒時間分析
Takin long walks when Im out and about
當我出街時，心裡早在規劃自己下一步要怎麼走
Dreaming 10 mil just to round amount
夢想著有一天賬戶數字可以翻一番
Used to look for direction, till I found a route
迷失方向，直到走向如今這條路
Wonder how the charts feel
幻想著自己稱霸這場遊戲是什麼感覺
Paranoia thoughts stay dark, still
但一到晚上就開始胡思亂想，擔驚受怕
Everyday Im here I try to write songs
每天在這工作室裡不斷寫歌
Cause I know the beatll longer than my heart will
因為我相信這節奏能一直持續至永恆
Yeah, tryna see every state
想走遍美國的每個州
No white lighters, hope I see 28
雖然沒有白色打火機，但我希望在我28歲之前不會英年早逝
You can tell my girl imma be runnin late
你可以告訴我她我出趟遠門
Cant tell how much longer shes gonna wait
但千萬不要告訴她多久我才能凱旋歸來
A real good girl with a dirt bag guy
一個好女孩和一個窮小子
She could probably do better than me
比起碰上我，她完全可以過的比我好
Like a rich-ass lawyer with a house and car
比如遇上一個有車有房的大律師
Who takes care of her and never leaves
有錢有勢，還不離不棄
Man, shit I try my best
老兄，我試著表現出最好的自己
Nobody here for me to try and impress
沒有人試著去影響我
Id rather chase a dream
比起坐在一個桌子後面忙碌
Than be content to sit behind a desk
我寧願去追一場夢
I used to live with the highest stress
“我以前過著壓力爆棚的日子。 ”
But fuck it, I digress
該死，我跑題了
Just believe
請相信我。
Lately Ive been losing sleep
之前我嚴重缺眠
Stressed, sorry if my mood is deep
神經緊繃，睡著了我很抱歉
No one to talk to, I use the beat
無人傾訴我只能用這節奏
A couple bad habits that I choose to keep
幾個壞習慣我只能持續如此
My intake of booze is steep
為了創作喝的酒已經超量
Pop a couple of pills that I use to sleep
為了睡覺兩片藥丸必須完餐
I think I took a few this week
我這週已經服了幾次藥
Im trying to adjust to the hugest leap
嘗試著調整自己到最佳狀態
Im living off this music, here
現在的我在這裡寫著這歌苟且偷生
But Im afraid of failing
但我害怕失敗
Thats the truth, sincere
老實說這是實話
My anxiety is getting too severe
我的焦慮越來越嚴重
But I aint giving up, theres no excuses here
但是我沒有任何藉口放棄
Dying young might be my truest fear
我害怕自己有一天英年早逝
But now my futures bright and my view is clear
但現在我的前程大好，一切都這麼明朗
Told her imma get it, imma do it, dear
告訴她我會得到這一切，我的親愛，我會做到的
Theres no way in hell I could lose this year
這一年我決不會因為一次失敗而放棄
I worked 10 years fore it ever paid off
我在此之前工作了10年，我才有今天
You dont know what I had to trade off
你絕對不知道這一切的代價是什麼
I shed tears when my moms got laid off
我為我那下崗的媽媽默默流淚
Lifes never fair, it never plays soft
人生從來沒有公平過，心狠手辣
Imma go get it, Imma do it for my folks
我會得到這一切，我會為我的兄弟們而做到的
Every day Im out, man I always do the most
老兄，每天在外我永遠是最忙的那一位
You would do the same shit if you was on the ropes
你會為著你的目標一天天做著同樣的事情
Shit gets realer when you zooming up close
當你越來越接近它時，你會感覺成功越來越真實。
Just believe
請相信我。