do IT now

Ive never not been good at beginnings
Good at undressing and better at feeling
Better at trusting, Ive never not been
All of a sudden, all of mes shutting down
And I dont wanna shut you out of my head
And turn what Im thinking down
Do you really wanna hear me say it out loud
If youre gonna love me show me how
If youre gonna hurt me do it now
If I give you everything will it freak you out
If youre gonna love me do it now
Picked up the habit of making a statement
Before I could have it, before I could keep it
I could make plans but its out of my hands and
Ive never not been good at emotions
I, no I dont wanna shut you out of my head
And turn what Im thinking down
Do you really wanna hear me say it out loud
If youre gonna love me show me how
If youre gonna hurt me do it now
If I give you everything will it freak you out
If youre gonna love me do it now
Oh, do it now
Mm, do it now
If youre gonna love me show me how
If youre gonna hurt me do it now
If I give you everything will it freak you out
If youre gonna love me do it now