END IN MIND

On average I been feeling less than lowkey
平均的來說我覺得自己比很少會低調行事
I been riding solo plot twist
我一直獨立製作音樂
This ain't no movie
這不是電影
My inconsistency to breathe,Has taken toll
我不停地呼吸也付出了代價
My lungs gasping for love
為了愛情我的肺一直不停喘息
I swallow the knife whole(I swallow the knife whole)
我把刀整個吞了下去
Just to cut out my heart
只是為了切斷我的心
Just to show you i 'm able
只是為了向你展示我的能力
To **** up my life
去搞砸我的生活
Put an end to this fable
結束這個話題
My ears start to ring
我開始耳鳴了
And my head starts to spin
頭暈目轉
Where the **** have you been
你到底去哪裡了？
Don't just stand there come in
別只是愣在那裡快進來
It takes everything in me
它佔據了我的一切
To make it through another day
再過一天
At least the start and end with you
至少從你開始直至結束
At least they used to
至少他們已經走了
I don't know what to do
我不知道該怎麼辦
I'm in a ****** mood
我心情不好
I been awasting my day
我感覺雲愁雨怨
Inside of my bed,I can't ******* move
在我的床裡面啊我被鬼壓床了我不能動
Don't try to call me now
現在不要打電話給我
Don't try to calm me down
別試圖讓我平靜下來
I need a break so i can rebuild
我需要休息一下以便東山再起
I 'm sorry you saw me drown
很抱歉你看到我淹死的醜樣了
Drown in my thoughts
淹沒進我的思緒中
I know im a lost
我知道我已失去
But i been along with the demons in my head
但我一直和我頭腦中的惡魔在一起鬼混
Theyre all that i got
他們就是我的全部
Theyre all that i got
他們就是我的全部
They pull me apart
他們把我拉開
I drown in my thoughts
我沉浸在我的思緒中