Firewater

I love Yellowcard!!! To bad they are on haitus （not making music anymore）
我喜歡黃卡，雖然他們已經解散了
ENJOY~~
如果你也喜歡，那麼就和我一起享受他們的音樂吧
You sat me down beside myself
你曾坐在我身旁
To show me all the reasons I was wrong for you
試圖告訴我我和你不是合適的人
Was this for real? Its hard to tell
這是事實嗎？我不敢輕易斷言
Cause it was such a beautiful mess we had got into
因為我們之前的一切又是那樣忘乎所以般的美好

我竭盡全力克服自己可憐的玻璃心
Im gonna overcome this paper heart cant win this time
這一路走來，我本該知道這不是你的夢而是我自己做的一場迷夢
And all along, I shouldve known this wasnt your dream, it was mine
我知道你可能曾經覺得這一切讓你值得放棄生命
I know you wanted me to give up this life to be
如果能回到那個我把心都放到你手心裡的時候
Everything I was back when you had the hands my heart was in
我從來都是難以面對不知何時相聚的分別
I was never good at goodbye
我能將這瓶烈酒一飲而盡嗎？

只有這樣，我的腦海中
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
才能忘卻你曾經來過
So, this brain in my head
當我們最初開始的時候，你說你相信我比相信你自己都多
Can forget your face
你對於我這樣一個不堪的男孩來說就是那最好的饋贈

現在接受這一切更加困難了，但現在我還想嘗試一下向你解釋說明
When we were starting out, you believed in me without a doubt
我對你還是戀戀不捨，可能你從表面上看不出來吧
You were the finest thing to happen to a boy like me
我從來都很難接受分別的事實呀
Its so much harder, now, I wanna try and tell you how
我能將這一瓶烈酒一飲而盡嗎？
There is so much love in me, even though its hard to see
這樣我疲憊的大腦裡
I was never good at goodbye
才能忘卻你的容顏

我能將這瓶烈酒一飲而盡嗎？
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
可能比起再一時衝動犯下更多錯誤
So, this brain in my head
我更能接受生命的結束
Can forget your face
今天我無法清醒過來了
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
可能就像我跌入了這盛滿了烈酒的湖泊
Cause Id rather be dead
今夜我無法入睡了
Then make more mistakes
因為這再也不是你躺在我身邊那樣讓我心安

就緊緊依偎著我啊
Today I couldnt stay awake
我能將這瓶烈酒一飲而盡嗎？
Feels like Im drowning in this firewater lake
這樣我疲憊不堪的大腦裡
I wont be sleeping much tonight
才能忘卻你的容顏
Its not the same without you lying by my side
我能將這瓶烈酒一飲而盡嗎？
Right beside me
我甚至更想離開人世

相比再因衝動犯下更多錯誤
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
我知道你期待著我
So, this brain in my head
能放棄我的生活來陪伴在你身邊
Can forget your face
成為你身邊的一切
Can I swallow this bottle whole?
你也是我眼中唯一注視著的人啊
Cause Id rather be dead
我很抱歉，但是你可能不是
Than make more mistakes
我命中註定的那個人

（這樣你才能消失在我我疲憊不堪的腦海中）
I know you wanted me
你離開了我，就從我身邊啊
To give up my life to be
留下了讓我痛苦不堪的種種理由
Everything I am, when youre the
Only thing that I can see
Im sorry, but youre not the
Not the only one for me

（So this brain in my head can forget your face）

You left me, here, beside myself
Left me with all the reasons I was wrong for you.