Something Vague

Now and then it seems worse than it is
我經常把一些事情往壞處想
But mostly the view is accurate
但多數我的預判都驗證了事實
You see your breath in the air
就好像在大冷天你氣喘吁籲
While you climb up the stairs to that coffin you call your apartment
爬著梯子回到棺材大小的公寓
And you sink in your chair
只為了在陷在沙發里
Brush the snow from your hair and drink the cold away
就好像一邊拍掉頭髮上的雪又一邊喝著冰冷的飲料
You are not really sure what you are doing this for
也許我們自己不知道這麼做有何意義
But you need something to fill up the days
但你就是需要多花
A few more hours
那麼幾個小時去填滿生活
There is a dream in my brain that just won't go away
就像有一個夢境，它始終在我腦海裡揮之不去。
It has been stuck there since it came a few nights ago
它一直停留在那裡就像發生在幾天前的晚上，
I'm standing on a bridge in the town where
夢裡，我回到了那個熟悉的地方，曾經生活過小鎮，
I lived as a kid with my mom and my brothers
那時我還是個小孩，我跟著
And then the bridge disappears and I'm standing on air with nothing holding me
突然一瞬間這座橋消失了，我懸空著，沒有任何東西抓住我
And I hang like a star ******* glow in the dark
就像一顆掛在黑暗裡發光的星星
For all those staring eyes to see like the ones we've wished on
他們盯著我，那目光彷彿這一切正如他們所期待
But now I'm confused
可是直到現在依然困惑，
Is this death really you
你的靈魂真的就是真實的你自己麼？
Do these dreams have any meaning
那這些夢沒有別的意義存在了麼
No No I think it is more like a ghost that has been following us both
不不不，我想這更像是從我們出生就跟隨著我們的另外一個靈魂
Something vague that we are not seeing
總有一些模糊的無法形容的東西，存在於我們看不到的背後
Something more like a feeling
其實或許還有更多，這不僅僅是一種感覺