Hold On

I forget what it feels like, to hear my name
我早就忘記了那種聽到自己名字的感覺
From your lips when theyre on mine, when youre all I taste
特別是從你的嘴唇裡說出，畢竟它們和你都曾是我的全部
And I wont say that it killed me, to know you love me less
縱然我知道你不愛我了，我也不會說出我很心痛
So I just lie and I tell you, 'I wish you the best'
所以我只能撒著謊對你說'祝你們幸福'
And I cant shake the feeling, that its not just me
當然我無法擺脫這種感覺，這也不能說是我的問題
Who cant pretend that Im leaving, pretend that I agree
因為誰也不能假裝自己退出，假裝自己承認
And I see you with someone, holding on, calling it love
我看到你和別人在一起，緊緊相擁，愛意纏綿
While I beg for someone to hold on
儘管那時我也祈求能被人擁抱
And I cant act like Im living, if I cant get to sleep
如果我還執著於你而失眠，我就無法活出自己的樣子
Feels like our friends only know you, when youre next to mе
感覺就像當你站在旁邊的時候，我們的朋友只會注意到你
Then I see you with someone, holding on, calling it lovе
然後我還是會想起你和別人一起，緊緊相擁，愛意纏綿
While I beg for someone to hold on
而那時的我卻無人擁抱
The other day, found a note that, you never read
有一天，我找回了一本你從未看過的筆記
Cant stop myself from thinking, what if you never left
這又讓我止不住幻想，如果你從未離開過會怎樣
And I wont say that Im okay, cant get you out of my head
我也不會說我過得很好，因為我仍舊無法忘記你
But it hurts less to know that, I was your second best
但知道我只是你的備胎，我就不會那麼傷心了
And I cant shake the feeling, that its not just me
我無法擺脫這種感覺，這也不能說是我的問題
Who cant pretend that Im leaving, pretend that I agree
因為誰也不能假裝自己退出，假裝自己承認
And I see you with someone, holding on, calling it love
我看到你和別人在一起，緊緊相擁，愛意纏綿
While I beg for someone to hold on
儘管那時我也祈求能被人擁抱
And I cant act like Im living, if I cant get to sleep
如果我還執著於你而失眠，我就無法活出自己的樣子
Feels like our friends only know you, when youre next to me
感覺就像當你站在旁邊的時候，我們的朋友只會注意到你
Then I see you with someone, holding on, calling it love
然後我還是會想起你和別人一起，緊緊相擁，愛意纏綿
While I beg for someone to hold on
而那時的我卻無人擁抱
Then I see you with someone, holding on, calling it love
我看到你和別人在一起，緊緊相擁，愛意纏綿
While I beg for someone
儘管那時我也再祈求著
And I see you with someone, holding on, calling it love
我還是會想起你和別人一起，緊緊相擁，愛意纏綿
While I beg for someone to hold on
而那時的我卻無人擁抱