Let You Down

Feels like we're on the edge right now
我想我們已經走到了盡頭
I wish that I could say I'm proud
我多希望我可以說我是自豪的
I 'm sorry that I let you down
可是非常抱歉
Let you down
我讓你失望
All these voices in my head get loud
我腦中的聲音愈發嘈雜
I wish that I could shut them out
我希望能將它們拒之門外
I'm sorry that I let you down
非常抱歉
Let you down
讓你失望
Yeah I guess I'm a disappointment
我猜我便是失望的根源
Doing everything I can I don't wanna make you disappointed
盡我所能，我不想看到你失望
It's annoying
在惱火中煎熬
I just wanna make you feel like everything
我只是想讓你知曉
I ever did wasn't ever tryna make an issue for you
並非有意增添你的煩惱
But I guess the more you
但我想，你大概認為
Thought about everything you were never even wrong in the first place right
這所有的一切，從不是你的過錯吧？
Yeah I'ma just ignore you
我努力忽略你的存在
Walking towards you with my head down lookin' at the ground I'm embarrassed for you
向你走去卻不願直視看著我的鞋尖，你不感到尷尬嘛？
Paranoia what did I do wrong this time that's parents for you
這一次，你又為我安上了什麼罪名呢？你不知從哪裡繼承的忠誠，
Very loyal
又為何物？
Shoulda had my back but you put a knife into my hands before
本應是我的臂膀，但在我指縫中閃耀的寒光卻出自你手
What else should I carry for you
我還能為你分擔些什麼？
I cared for you but
我願意為你留心，只是—
Feels like we're on the edge right now
大概我們已經走到了危險邊緣

如果可以，我多麼希望我是自豪的
I wish that I could say I'm proud
可是非常抱歉

我讓你失望了
I'm sorry that I let you down
腦子的聲音愈發嘈雜

如果可以，請適可而止
Let you down
我很抱歉讓你失望

非常抱歉
All these voices in my head get loud
你根本無心經營

你只想把一切變得更糟
I wish that I could shut them out
渴望被他人傾聽

卻拒絕傾聽他人
I'm sorry that I let you down
你並不在意我內心的傷痛

讓我猜猜？你大概只想听我道歉
Let you down
我們怎麼能一直這樣繼續下去？

事已至此，我想我該離開
Yeah you don't wanna make this work
別跟過來
You just wanna make this worse
我現在只想一人歸於冷靜
Want me to listen to you
思緒清空
But you don't ever hear my words
來吧，喝掉它
You don't wanna know my hurt yet
我們彼此心裡都清楚你還是會如往常一般打來電話，好似什麼都沒發生
Let me guess you want an apology probably
以你一貫的行為方式？
How can we keep going at a rate like this
似乎每一次試圖與你溝通，你都心不在焉
We can't so I guess I'ma have to leave
除此之外
Please don't come after me
我還能再為你提供些什麼？我已為你傾盡所有
I just wanna be alone right now
我們正在崩潰的邊緣
I don't really wanna think at all
光榮二字說不出口
Go ahead just drink it off
非常抱歉
Both know you're gonna call to mom like nothing's wrong
我再一次讓你失望
Ain't that what you always do
腦中的聲音仍喋喋不休
I feel like every time I talk to you you're in an awful mood
是否可以適可而止
What else can I offer you
我很抱歉讓你失望
There's nothing left right now I gave it all to you
非常抱歉
Feels like we're on the edge right now
不妨收起你那居高臨下的姿態

事到如今已無輾轉餘地
I wish that I could say I'm proud
收拾好行李，搬出你那

我再也不想踏進半步的房子
I'm sorry that I let you down
每次我坐在沙發上

都感覺你已經為我準備了長篇大論的說教
Let you down
我相信

我們最終會有所好轉
All these voices in my head get loud
或許終會使所有煩惱迎刃而解
I wish that I could shut them out
或許是再一次的失望

不過沒關係，我已無所謂了
I'm sorry that I let you down
如今還想從歸於好？

沒問題，先允許我戴上面具
Let you down
促膝長談那些

根本不曾有過的美好時光
Yeah don't talk down to me
我說，你在笑什麼？
That's not gonna work now
一定是我剛錯過了哪個笑話
Packed all my clothes and I moved out
試圖找出些許異樣的蛛絲馬跡
I don't even wanna go to your house
但沒有，至少你看起來很開心
Everytime I sit on that couch
大概這便是我們的結局
I feel like you lecture me
毫無光榮可言
Eventually I bet that we
讓你失望真是非常抱歉
Could have made this work
非常抱歉—
And probably woulda figured things out
腦中的聲音仍然嘈雜
But I guess that I'm a letdown
我希望可以適可而止
But it's cool I checked out
很抱歉讓你失望
Oh you wanna be friends now
非常抱歉
Okay let's put my fake face on and pretend now
是否已太晚
Sit around and talk about the good times
現在才感到抱歉
That didn't even happen
是否已無可挽回
I mean why are you laughing
讓你失望了—
Must have missed that joke
Let me see if I can find a reaction
No but at least you're happy

Feels like we're on the edge right now

I wish that I could say I'm proud

I'm sorry that I let you down

Oh I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud

And I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down

Oh let you down

I'm sorry

I'm so sorry now

I'm sorry

That I let you down