STONE WALLS AND NO CALLS

There is a house build of the stone
你的樓宅如磐石一般堅固
What flower sports window side
但無法看到窗外舞動跳躍的鮮花
This is a place where i dont feel alone
這是唯一讓我覺得溫暖的樓宅
This is a place where i feel at home
只有這裡能讓我感受到家的味道
I just ran out of my money
我花光了所有的錢
So I've run out of my options with drawals
失去了所有的殺手鐧
Hitting like a *****
如瘋子一般想要撞進來
Will these feelings ever stop me
疼痛的感覺會讓我停下嗎
You say no
你說不會
But you can control
但是你可以掌控它
How you feel
你在明明可以和我在一起時
When we can be togrther you're alone
卻拋下我的時候是怎麼想的呢
You say that one day
你說有一天我會用音樂
I'll make it in music
來緩解自己的悲傷
I say no
我說不會
But you say
但是你說
How eles are we gonna go
還有什麼路可以走呢
And have a home
等到我有自己的房子的時候
Yeah I see just what you're saying
你卻仍然不搭理我
Like thank you
只是一味地謝謝我
I've let myself down every time
我整日悲傷難過
I get up out of my bed
從床上掙紮起身
So these words they sound crazy
又被你的聲音折磨的神情恍惚
In my head yeah
在我的腦海裡
There is a house build of the stone
你的樓宅就像磐石一般堅固
What flower sports window side
但無法看到窗外舞動跳躍的鮮花
This is a place where i dont feel alone
這是唯一讓我覺得溫暖的樓宅
This is a place where i feel at home
只有這裡能讓我感受到家的味道
I just pulled up in that new whip
我對我的新的伴侶很不滿意
With my new *****
我們經常爭吵打鬥
She say can I play some music
她說我可以拿起我的工具
And plays my new ****
去**的狗屁音樂
****'s weak
該死我真的脆弱
I think it's weak
我知道自己非常脆弱
She say it's deep
她說我不能用脆弱形容
I think it just shows
這一切都只是一次演出
I got no paddle up this ****s creak
我的心靈之船沒有划槳
Then she hits me on my arm
她的出現折斷了我的雙臂
Says are you stupid
跟我說你就是個蠢蛋
This is what you love to do
但你所做的一切都只是你所喜歡的
Quit putting down all of your music
不要因為外界的壓力而放棄你所愛的
Bebe i'm sorry
寶貝我對不起你
I'll try to learn to like myself
我會嘗試著**
But that **** is just my hobby
這只是我想做的事情
Not singing just self-hatred
不是唱歌而是自我毀滅
Why i'm sobbing yeah
為什麼我常含淚水