i knøw, yøu never really løved me

Oh i know that you had a few options
我知道我並不是你的唯一
But you were my option oh yea
但你卻是我的首選
I chose you so often
我心之所向
And that was my fault (my fault)
或許是我錯了吧
Oh that was my fault (my fault)
都是我的錯
Cuz girl it's so hard to **** you right
女孩當知道你和別人共赴雲雨之後
When i know that you make love to someone else
我實在無法再愛你如初了
Oh
但
I need help
我需要你
I miss when you called me on my cell
懷念你沉迷於我時你的粘人
I miss when we were friends and you didn't hold out
懷念你我還是朋友時你的坦誠
I even miss the long drives to your house
我甚至懷念奔往你家時的那一路旅途
I was so close to you
那時我們如此親密無間
I was so close to you oh yea
那時我們如此坦誠如一
I was so close to you
那時我們如此親密無間
I was so close to you oh yea
那時我們如此坦誠如一
I'm heading for a break down
現在一切都不復存在了
A break down
一切都已經分崩離析
Oh babe i'm tryna break down
親愛的你不知道我多想忘記
What you've done
你所做的一切
And oh i'm so alone now
現在的我如此孤獨
Alone now
孑然一身
I'm always gonna hold you in my heart
仍然想要把你留在我心裡
But my chest錛宨s hollow now
可我胸膛卻如此空虛
..
空無一物
Place that ***** down a little lower
玩弄女人於股掌
I been getting slower down a couple shots
幾杯下肚意識也越來越模糊
Luckily i got a bullet proof vest
幸運的是現在的我已經刀槍不入
But i'm still bruising deep inside my chest
儘管內心還是傷痕累累
Love scars they never fade away
情傷永遠在那未曾消退
But i can still try to fade away
但我仍然盡力抹去一切
Blacked out off of black label
深情總被辜負
So i can try to keep all my relations grey
所以選擇薄情追逐
Every time i **** i'm tryna kill the pain
放縱玩弄
Nestled deep inside my heavy heart
只是想安撫心底曾經的痛
But everytime i know it's not enough
但我知道一切都不足夠
And i watch her watch as i fall apart
只需一眼便又淪陷
I was so close to you
曾經也曾親密無間
I was so close to you oh yea
曾經也曾坦誠如一
I was so close to you
也曾想再與你親近
I was so close to you oh yea
但一切都已經是曾經
I'm heading for a break down
實際上我已經在崩潰邊緣了
A break down
如此不堪一擊
Oh babe i'm tryna break down
親愛的你不知道這有多難
What you've done
想要抹去你所做的一切
And oh i'm so alone now
現在的我如此孤獨
Alone now
孑然一身
I'm always gonna hold you in my heart
仍然想要把你留在我心裡
But my chest,is hollow now
但我的胸膛已經如此空虛