what did yøu think i meant when i said i løve yøu

I do
我知道
Remember I told you
還記得我和你說過嗎
Remember?
你應該還記得的吧
I-I dont't want to
我...我不是很想
Cause i don't want tomorrow to come, yet
我不是很想讓這一切在明天重演一遍
I'm like, not ready for tomorrow
我的意思是...其實我只是還沒準備好而已
I used to wonder why you dont go
我曾經想知道為什麼不是你先離我而去
Baby girl I' m so low
女孩可能我太低落了
I been missing every single moment in that photo
我錯過了照片裡的每一個瞬間
I been missing every single text you sent with xo
我也錯過了每一條你發給我的消息
Why didn't you say so
那你為什麼不說出來
Every time I messed up
每次都是我先搞砸了
Every time I broke a promise
每次也都是我先違背了諾言
Every time you dressed up
但你每次也都在撒謊
Babe I wish you spoke up
寶貝我希望是你先來說出這一切
Wish I never woke up
我也曾希望就這麼永遠迷失在流言蜚語中不會醒來
Without you by my side
沒有你陪在我的身邊
Wish we never broke up
多懷念我們還沒分手的那些時刻
Dealing with these slow cuts
看著刀尖緩緩劃過我的肌膚
Guess I like the pain
我想我愛上了這個痛楚
Blood soaked sheets
鮮血逐漸浸透了床單
**** I hope it doesn't stain
不我明明不想去弄髒
Momma gonna kill me if she see this **** again
媽媽要是再看到這一切她一定會殺了我的
Floating through the city like i got nothing to gain
漂浮於世俗煙火中我好像已經一無所有了
Hoping that it rains
那就祈求下雨吧
I'm just hoping that it rains
我只想要一場雨
It's getting hard to stay and I dont know what else to do
讓你留下來真的越來越難了我不知道我還能做些什麼
Only one girl I ever loved and it was you
我唯一愛過的女孩也只有你一個
I'm tryna get through
我突然還想再打一次電話給你
I'm just tryna get through
我也只想要再打通一次為了你...
Cøzybøy crying over **** he can't undo
但我什麼也做不到我只能為了這已經過去的一切而嚎啕大哭
I used to wonder why you dont go
我也曾想為什麼都是你而不是我先走
Baby girl I'm so low
女孩可能我就是太冷淡了
I been missing every single moment in that photo
我曾錯過了照片裡的每一個瞬間
I been missing every single text you sent with xo
我也曾錯過了每一條你發給我的消息
Why didn't you say so
但你永遠不會說出來
Every time I messed up
每次我都曲解事實
Every time I broke a promise
每次我都口是心非
Every time you dressed up
你也每次都以謊言對待我
Babe I wish you spoke up
寶貝我倒是希望是你先來揭穿這虛偽的一切
Wish I never woke up
不然我也只能沉溺在這善意的謊言中虛度一生
Without you by my side
沒有你在我身邊陪伴
Wish we never broke up
真希望我們從未分手
Dealing with these slow cuts
看著刀尖緩緩劃過我的肌膚
Guess I like the pain
我想我愛上了這個痛楚
Blood soaked sheets
鮮血已經染紅了床單
**** I hope it doesn't stain
那就讓它這麼髒了吧
Momma gonna kill me if she see this **** again
媽媽要是再看到這一切她一定會殺了我
Floating through the city like i got nothing to gain
漂浮於迷亂的塵世之中我早已一無所有了
Hoping that it rains
祈禱一場雨吧
I'm just hoping that it rains
我就只想要一場雨...