Beautiful

Lately Ive been hard to reach
最近我變得無法讓人無法接近
Ive been too long on my own
我已經一個人太久了
Everyone has a private world
每個人都有屬於自己的天空
Where they can be alone
好能讓自己能靜下來想想
Are you calling me, are you trying to get through
你打電話找我麼？想和我說說話麼？
Are you reaching out for me,
你想了解我麼？

我就是感到很壓抑
Im just so fuckin depressed
似乎就是無法從蕭條中逃出去
I just can seem to get out this slump
除非我能把這座山頭給翻過去
If I could just get over this hump
我需要一些東西把我從憂鬱里拉出去
But I need something to pull me out this dump
身上帶著淤青和腫塊
I took my bruises, took my lumps
摔倒了也立刻爬起來
Fell down and I got right back up
但我需要那種快感來使我的精神振作
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
這樣才能回到麥克風前
And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up
不知道怎麼做到
I dont know how I pry away
告別這種狀態
And I ended up in this position Im in
我再次開始感到冷漠
I starting to feel distant again
所以我便拿起筆來開火
So I decided just to beat this pain
並嘗試去發洩
Up and tried to make an attempt to vent
但我真的無法承認
But I just cant admit
一個事實
Or come to grips, with the fact that
就是我可能會和饒舌一同去死
I may be done with rap
我需要一個新的出口
I need a new outlet
並且我知道有些事情無法忍氣吞聲
I know some shits so hard to swallow
但我會退後一步
But I just cant sit back and wallow
在我的傷感中顛簸
In my own sorrow
但我知道一個事實
But I know one fact
跟隨我的腳步可不是一件輕鬆的事
Ill be one tough act to follow
不輕鬆
One tough act to follow
再說一遍
Copy
不輕鬆
One tough act to follow
今日畢，明日始
Here today, gone tomorrow
漫漫長路即將開始
But you have to walk a thousand miles
穿我的鞋，去發現

成為我是什麼感覺
Walk my shoes, just to see
交換靈魂，我是你
What its like, to be me
看看我究竟能不能
All be you, lets trade shoes
我感受你的痛，你感受我的痛
Just to see what Id be like to
深入彼此的靈魂中
Feel your pain, you feel mine
試試看會有什麼新發現
Go inside each others mind
透過對方的眼看看彼此的世界
Just to see what we find
但別讓任何人說你不夠美
Looking shit through each others eyes
讓他們都去死你只需問心無愧

但別讓任何人說你不夠美
But dont let em say you aint beautiful OoOo
讓他們都去死你只需問心無愧
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
我覺得我的幽默感已經開始離我遠去
Dont let em say you aint beautiful OoOo
所有事情繃得那麼緊看起來那麼憂鬱
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you
剛踏入房間就覺得氣氛不對

我一進來
I think Im starting to lose my sense of humor
好像所有人都在盯著我看
Everything is so tense and gloom
所以我盡量避免眼神交流
I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature
如果這麼做的話就打開了話匣子
Just as soon as I walk in
好像我希望似的
Its like all eyes on me
我不是想吸引多餘目光
So I try to avoid any eye contact
我只想像你一樣
Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation
和其他人關係融洽
Like I want that...
而他們只是告訴我最近的休息室在哪
Im not looking for extra attention
我不需要誰他媽的來討好我
I just want to be just like you
做我的跟屁蟲拍我馬屁
Blend in with the rest of the room
給我講的每個笑話捧場
Maybe just point me to the closest restroom
事實上它們之中有一半根本沒那麼好笑
I dont need fucking man servin
哈哈，哥們你太逗了
Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass
你他媽該去當個喜劇演員
Laugh atevery single joke I crack
很不幸，我其實就是
And half of them aint even funny like that
我只是藏在一個小丑的眼淚的後面
Ahh Marshall, youre so funny man,
所以說你們為什麼不試試靜靜坐下來
you should be a comedian, god damn
聽我將要訴說的故事
Unfortunately I am,
媽的，我們不用站在對方的立場上
but I just hide behind the tears of a clown
而你也不會知道我的苦澀
So why dont you all sit down
穿我的鞋，去發現
Listen to the tale Im about to tell
成為我是什麼感覺
Hell, we dont have to trade our shoes
交換靈魂，我是你
And you dont have to walk no thousand miles
看看我究竟能不能

我感受你的痛，你感受我的痛
Walk my shoes, just to see
深入彼此的靈魂中
What its like, to be me
試試看會有什麼新發現
All be you, lets trade shoes
透過對方的眼看看彼此的世界
Just to see what Id be like to
但別讓任何人說你不夠美
Feel your pain, you feel mine
讓他們都去死你只需問心無愧
Go inside each others mind
但別讓任何人說你不夠美
Just to see what we find
讓他們都去死你只需問心無愧
Looking shit through each others eyes
沒有人會要求生活

給予自己那些狗屁事情
But dont let em say you aint beautiful OoOo
我們得自力更生
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
所以別指望會有人來幫你
Dont let em say you aint beautiful OoOo
現在我可以
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
坐著無病呻吟

但身在我的處境
Nobody asked for life to deal us
我全靠自己振作起來
With these bullshit hands with doubt
我從來不是那種只會等待的孩子
We have to take these cards ourselves
我會收拾自己的行李
And flip them, dont expect no help
才不會坐在走廊裡祈禱
Now I could have either just
那個從沒來過的的老爸出現
Sat on my ass and pissed andmoaned
我只是希望能融入
But take this situation in which Im placed in
我去的每個地方
And get up and get my own
每一所學校
I was never the type of kid
我夢想我能做個酷小孩
To wait but I know to unpack his bags
即使那意味著看起來很傻
Never sat on the porch and hoped and prayed
艾德娜阿姨一直告訴我
For a dad to show up who never did
不要說話直到面部僵化
I just wanted to fit in
然後我就在那裡
Every single place
一言不發地試著“這樣”說話
Every school I went
接著我如同墜入冰窟走向極端不想言語那年我8歲
I dreamed of being that cool kid
那時我吸取了教訓
Even if it meant acting stupid
因為我不想再引起朋友的注意
Aunt Edna always told me
但我已經告訴了你們我生命中全部的故事
Keep making that face till it gets stuck like that
不止是建立在我的文字上
Meanwhile Im just standing there
因為你站在你的立場上所看到的
Holding my tongue up trying to talk like this
會110%不一樣
Till I stuck my tungue on the frozen stop sign poll
我想我們應該互換鞋子試試
I learned my lesson and cause I wasnt tryin
走上一英里
to impress my friends no more
你鞋碼多大？
But I already told you my whole life story
我穿10號
Not just based on my description
看看你的腳穿我的鞋能不能正好
Cause where you see it from where youre sitting
穿我的鞋，去發現
Is probably 110% different
成為我是什麼感覺
I guess we would have to walk a mile
交換靈魂，我是你
In each others shoes, at least
看看我究竟能不能
What size you where?
我感受你的痛，你感受我的痛
I wear tens
深入彼此的靈魂中
Lets see if you can fit your feet
試試看會有什麼新發現

透過對方的眼看看彼此的世界
Walk my shoes, just to see
但別讓任何人說你不夠美
What its like, to be me
讓他們都去死你只需問心無愧
All be you, lets trade shoes
但別讓任何人說你不夠美
Just to see what Id be like to
讓他們都去死你只需問心無愧
Feel your pain, you feel mine
最近我變得無法讓人無法接近
Go inside each others mind
我已經一個人太久了
Just to see what we find
每個人都有屬於自己的天空
Looking shit through each others eyes
好能讓自己能靜下來想想

你打電話找我麼？想和我說說話麼？
But dont let em say you aint beautiful OoOo
你想了解我麼？
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
我也想了解了解你
Dont let em say you aint beautiful OoOo
獻給我的寶貝們——要堅強——爸爸就快到家了
They can all get fucked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo
獻給世上其他的人，上帝給了你屬於你的鞋子

它適合你，穿上吧
Lately Ive been hard to reach
做你自己，兄弟，為你的本色而自豪
Ive been too long on my own
就算這話聽著有點老土
Everyone has a private world
永遠不要讓任何人說，你不夠美
Where they can be alone... sOoOoo
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Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo
Are you reaching out for me,
and Im reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo

Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon
And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes
That fit you, so put em on and wear em
And be yourself man, be proud of who you are
Even if it sounds corny,
Dont ever let no one tell you, you aint beautiful

SOoOoo