ICU

Laying down on the lawn
躺在草坪之上
Im tired of trying to get in the house
厭倦了總是在嘗試進入那一方境地
Im thinking out loud
想法在大聲宣洩
Ive been playing dead
這一生時光
My whole life
我都靠裝死捱過去了
And I get this feeling whenever I feel good
每當我感覺稍好就會有直覺把我提醒
Itll be the last time
這一次就是訣別時刻
But I feel something when I see you now
看見你我的內心湧起波浪
I feel something when I see you
看見你我的心就百感交集

If youre a work of art
若你是一件藝術品
Im standing too close
那麼我就不該靠近你褻玩
I can see the brush strokes
畫筆將你描繪而出
I hate your mom
我討厭你的媽媽
I hate it when she opens her mouth
每當她張嘴說話
Its amazing to me how much you can say
我卻驚訝你對我竟可以無話不說
When you dont know what youre talking about
即使你根本不知道你在說些什麼
But I feel something when I see you now
看見你我的內心湧起波浪
I feel something when I see you
看見你我的心就百感交集
I used to light you up
過去常常是我來將你照亮
Now I cant even get you to play the drums
現在我都不敢再叫你為我打鼓伴奏
Cause I dont know what I want
因為那時我還不知道我想要的究竟是什麼
Until I fxck it up
直到我把一切都搞砸

But I feel something when I see you now
看見你我的內心就湧起波浪
I feel something
我的心就百感交集
Ill climb through the window again
我還會越過那窗戶
But right now it feels good not to stand
但現在不用再忍受你的感覺如此美妙
Then Ill leave it wide open
讓窗戶大開
Let the dystopian morning light pour in
任那反烏托邦的晨曦溜入