Funeral

I'm singing at a funeral tomorrow
明天我要在一場葬禮上唱歌
For a kid a year older than me
給一個比我大一歲的小孩
And I've been talking to his dad, it makes me so sad
跟他爸爸聊了一會後，我很心痛
When I think too much about it, I can't breathe
一想起這件事就令我窒息
And I have this dream where I'm screaming underwater
我做了個夢，我在水底尖叫
While my friends are waving from the shore
而我的朋友們在岸上揮手
And I don't need you to tell me what that means
我不需要你告訴我夢的寓意
I don't believe in that stuff any more
這些我早就不信了
Jesus Chris, I'm so blue all the time
噢，我一直一直好低落
And that's just how I feel
這就是我的感受
Always have , and I always will
總是有，也總是會
I always have and always will
總是有，也總是會
I have a friend I call
每當我無聊到落淚時
When I've bored myself to tears
我總給我朋友打電話
And we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves
我們聊著聊著，直到有結束生命的念頭
But then we laugh until it disappears
但我們就一直笑，直到這念頭消失
And last night I blacked out in my car
昨晚我在車上靈魂出走了一會
And I woke up in my childhood bed
醒來我躺在兒時的床上
Wishing I was someone else, feeling sorry for myself
希望我過著另一種人生，為我自己感到難過
When I remembered, someone's kid is dead
直到我想起，有人的小孩死了
Jesus Christ, I'm so blue all the time
噢，我一直一直好低落
And that's just how I feel
這就是我的感受
Always have, and I always will
總是有，也總是會
I always have and always will
總是有，也總是會
And it's 4 a.m.
凌晨4點
Again
又一次
And I'm doing nothing
我無所事事
Again
又一次